ARRRRGGGGHHHH!

Today is one of those days. I so wanted to do something special. I had a ton of energy but I didn't want to spend it working. We did some personal business and I figured that would be a jumping off point to enjoy the beautiful fall day and go places and do something fun. After our personal business, I managed to talk my DH into an Estate sale even though he complained most of the way. I found a few small treasures and he didn't find anything ...of course.

My DH (Dear Hubby) managed to catch a cold, so it's not that he isn't trying to go along with my whims. He is hacking away and not feeling so well and although he is feeling better than yesterday, he still was feeling like staying home and vegging out! Back home we go. A friend of his called, so he has to run down to visit so I get dragged along. His friends is married to a lovely woman, so I go. We had a plesant visit but this is not how I wanted to spend my day. DH is ready to go home and it has to be now. Turns out he is feeling light headed. I stop and buy him something to eat because usually it's a sign of his blood sugar getting low. He finally agrees that he needs to carry something so this doesn't become a more serious issue. Did I win that battle?

Home we go again. I just about want to scream. I want to go somewhere and do something. He wants to take a nap. He gets upset if I do things without him. This is driving me crazy. I understand that he wants to be with me, but dang it. Why do I have to sit around waiting all the time. I feel like my whole life is going by while I wait! I know I should be grateful that I have a husband that loves me and wants to be with me, but sometimes I just want to scream. Am I being selfish?